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The Ongoing Process of Living with an ED

Howdy there, just me.  It's ramble time. I got sick a few weeks ago.  It started out as a flu/cold like thing with a lot of congestion and traveled to the digestive system.  It was mainly awful.  I was out of work for a few days, and I have to be really  sick to stay home from work. I'm mostly better now, my body is still healing a little but its doing ok.  Something happens though, almost every time I'm sick, that I'm going to be recovering from for a while yet: I relapse. Yup, every time. I get sick, and then suddenly without even realizing its happened, I come to the realization that I've been skipping meals and eating portions too small for toddlers. I think a big part of it, for me, is that for me to be comfortable eating, eating has to be comfortable, enjoyable even.  If I can't taste the food (like when my sinuses were a mess), what's the point of wasting my precious time eating it?  Then my stomach was a mess, and lord help me, t...